Ambiguity
I'm not a big fan of ambiguity. I am a horrible recipient of surprises. I am a planner and a controller.
Well, I'm tired of the ambiguity. I'm sure my mother is, as well as the rest of my family. Could someone just tell us she's not going to die this year - or the next, or the next? Or that she will die?
Then I could be in control again, planning my life accordingly.
Life can be so irritating sometimes.
Comments
The answers are
1. Yes, I will die. We all do eventually.
and
2.Probably not this year. Just guessing at that one, but feel pretty sure I have more than three and a half months left. Don't know how much more, but I think I may have a few more months.
Not sure this really is helpful or reassuring.
Posted by: Ma | September 19, 2006 8:12 PM