Once upon a time...so so long ago...a yesteryear
She came into my life so long ago.
Forty-two years have passed.
An eternity in the making full of joys and woes.
I bent upon eternity with her and spent all my life force doting on that aim.
She's gone now for all time and I am lost in soulful dance of memories.
Within this heart beats one long harmful cast of tunes, a woeful mourn.A smile now and then, and leaping heart.
Tomorrows have crept into spaces I did not know were there and I am seeking one thing only in my days.
No single other soul doth know it, nor seem care.
Besought it shall and must be found. Without this I despair.
This one driving force is all remaining in this dance of life.
-god willing it be somewhere-
Now look there!